i didn't want to do it, but i did it anyway, and it SUCKED!!!

so, i got up and went "running" at 430 this morning. it sucked. way too dark. couldn't get my heart rate up where i like to get it.

you may ask yourself, why do you have to get up 4 hours before you have to be at work so you can run for 30 minutes? well, my husband has to be at work at 6 (he's usually earlier) so i have to be home before he leaves -
but i think i can probably swing leaving at 450 or so and still get back in plenty of time.

so yes, it sucked but i supposed i'm glad i did it. next time it won't be as early, and hopefully it will be better.

all for now.