new year new blog

i have decided to create a new blog..one that i will use pretty much exclusively for photos of my wonderful little family. none of my opinions on happenings, world events, or relationships.

i've already made my first post, so enjoy

www.thebowilliamsfamily.blogspot.com

i also wanted to share the meaning behind my blog address "look after u" i wanted "look after you" but it was taken. it is a song by the fray that was popular during the most awful time in my life. i didn't know who i was, and woke up most days wishing i was dead. i couldn't undestand why God allowed me to live 26+ years and just wished something had happened to me before that time so that i wouldn't have had to experience the worst pain i have ever experienced. then a sweet man made things start to look better. and i realized i didn't want to be dead anymore...

whenever i hear this song, it reminds me of the hope i started to feel. that someone could love me, cherish me, and take care of me. i still consider it our song..
here are the lyrics...

"Look After You"

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh
Be my baby
Oh, oh, oh